Why is it so hard?
What did I do to deserve this?
Why do I keep ending up the same way?
What am I doing wrong?
Why does this keep happening to me?
Why does everybody hate me?
Why can’t I just push a button and be gone? Or go to sleep and never wake up?
The frustration turns to anger, anger turns to sadness, sadness turns to emptiness.
How do you choose another way when this is the only way you know?
The struggles. The heartaches. The hardships
I’m tired. I want rest. Sleep . Permanent sleep.